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Meryl Yeo, Yawen
Actually written & illustrated by a person (me! As above, and below)
*Registered in Switzerland without a say, as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo*
(aka formerly Mrs. Michael Schindhelm)
My numbers have changed.
Anarchy hardly means absence of Governance.
It is supreme Self-Governance.
I’m an Independent writer of Literature, and Fine Artist from Singapore (non-Government). The One Who Got Away and actually made it on their own, and achieved success beyond what peers in the top crust could even dare to imagine for themselves, like a maverick without the political machine — but described as “abandoned” as a cover up by those who just wanted to save face and get away with whatever they did, because none of anything I achieved or did over the years is “supposed to” happen, none of this is “supposed to” succeed, none of us are “supposed to” be able to survive outside of the environment we came from (in my case, I came from a cushy elite one, then my family suddenly went from ~S$100m worth of landed family homes/buildings to just one apartment in my late teens) and make friends from all walks of life. They want us to think that it’s impossible for people of different classes and backgrounds to find ways to get along and do awesome things, create great memories together. Well it succeeded. I succeeded, those of us who got together did, we pulled it off — yet none of us were “supposed to” be able to know how to get along with one another, much less make free civilian-level agreements in a way that’s every pollie’s wet dream. According to them people can never be more than they’re made out to be; those who were born into high places “should” never be able to appeal to or make it outside the upper class, learning and evolving as we start to venture out (otherwise we must be phonies and immediately obliged to take the “mmmmwwooareyoummoowmmkay” sound test), that we’d never know how to stand on our own two feet when we have everything taken from us - Well, my existence proves them wrong. Meanwhile according to their logic, people of or around the working classes “should” never be able to graduate into and survive exclusive cultures that are unmoved by money, much less make friends within who will let them leverage their resources like full literates. But instead of honouring their own conservative commitment to meritocracy when someone who refuses to fit any definition proves them wrong, some try to to convince others of their alleged entitlement to take away (without being challenged) what you have and made & earned on your own merit fair and square. Their whole thing going on now is such a blatant cover up and political act grossly mimicking the real indie movements/kiddos (yeah. eww). I have my neutral achievements, they have their partisan politics. I had my 1st two Art studios in Melbourne (Temple Court on 422 Collins) and then Singapore (22 Starlight Road). I’m completely self-made, and although others have made serious attempts to undermine this fact in the last years it changes nothing. I became the 50% Owner of an Art/Culture Business in Switzerland with my ex-partner, but I was looking for an investment for my business, never to give away control. I never signed my IP and/or likeness to that company, I have my own independent company and the agreements stay there.
My blueprint and General’s discipline which drove my talent and achievements (all attained before I even resided in Switzerland) came from my maternal Grandmother’s side. She was a war hero, from an old ruling class line, the highest educated/achieving woman in the region in her time who was well-liked and always chosen by merit/performance to lead — there were people who opened doors, who stepped forward and helped make things smooth or cleared obstacles from my path but none of them take credit for who I am, what I’ve done, and my originality. I’m self-made and there was only a delay to my plans, I had to face down these Kefka-esque projections that I’ve simply never believed in and wonder why anyone would think that it should be my story if they have some kind of personal issue. My expenses in Switzerland were extremely low, because they wouldn’t even pay out basic allowances much less business expenses/claims.
I’m open to meeting anybody and hearing their side of the story, because when we say this is a “good” guy or a “bad” guy we do ourselves a disfavour by denying ourselves access to the real lived experiences of people who could provide the missing key and pieces to understand how things went so wrong in the world, to understand what led to breaking points and who else should be held to account because they were responsible for designing such a situation. And then finding out how to align for success. As we know of the last decades, in our world there are always people who are made into scapegoats, but we often lament that the real bad guys always get away and are never held to account. So I think this rubbish claiming that I switched sides when I’ve been so consistently vocal about the importance of refusing to be split off from the missing keys that keep getting divorced from us, through this global manipulation of getting us to believe that we’re too different to work together to produce different outcomes with every new generation. There are people in this world who use our differences not to make all of us stronger, but to try to get us kill each other off so they can make off with the spoils. Ironically they’re the ones with no beliefs in anything or anybody - there’s absolutely nothing to work with as a starting point, these sorts go off on feelings, not values. Whereas the people who are stubborn in their beliefs, problematic or not, actually believe in something which means there’s a place to start.
For example, in Australia there was Pauline Hanson, with Australia being constantly roasted for being “White Australia”. And the way I’d ever come into contact with her ideas were through jokes by an ex-colleague in big tech (HQ). He had mentioned how he used to hang out with the bikies at Bondi Beach, and often angrily insisted that we pull back and avoid cars that hung a Southern cross flag on the back. And he used a quip a lot, which he found funnier than any of us, that was attributed to Pauline Hanson. There were all these clues, and one day it led me to some answers. At first, whatever was coming out of that White Australian quarter sounded like gibberish, and I knew it was partly because we were being told to view it this way but it’s not like I could help it. But people don’t just put themselves out there to say such things because they like being mocked. And as I got deeper into my career, I suddenly recalled these points of information and something clicked.
So yes, I did actually want to speak to certain people as I was passing through, but spontaneously, not planned - that’s how you learn about life. I’m going to be really honest about it, I’ve never thought about who such people might be or are “supposed to” be. And that’s why I make friends and have the experiences I do. I’m no journalist. But I detected the presence of people who may have felt robbed of a bright future, immortal futures, and they were turned into a joke to stop anybody from finding out. But it appeared to have backfired, because the perpetrators failed to factor in the human capacity for empathy and connection - if you want to call it an ability to have love for your fellow man, enough to believe that everybody in the First World deserves some absolute basics, fine - there are people like myself who never needed religion for that, I had thought it was a given and am personally quite stubbornly ignostic. The funniest people have often faced the darkest shadows. I did make it clear that I’m in no way representative of my home country Singapore, because I’ve made the kind of progress that it hasn’t by developing the kind of mindset that they simply lack, and by leaving into the world with that frame of mind. If you venture out as your typical Singaporean with the old unchanged mindset, you’ll just end up like any typical diaspora minority living in a Western country, in your own silo until your neighbours become resentful, because you defer to values that are incompatible with supreme self-governance and you will never develop true independence until you psychologically depart from that sphere.
All these things I’ve talked about, are the very things that makes one a certain breed of artist and writer when you get down to doing it. None of it is fast food. Just because some people wanted to twist my words and go too far, for money or politics or whatnot, hardly means it changes anything I or my works are about (or ever were). I’m quite famously outspoken against political Feminism and gender politics. I come from a particularly prominent line of female leadership that was once in governance as elected leaders of the ancestral village that some of our Singaporean leaders trace their roots to. We retired, but I still retain knowledge that problems are never solved with CEO bootcamps, sensitivity workshops, and repackaged “empowerment” things or glorified exercises. People continued to keep quietly looking to us for leadership, even when our position on the contracts we were given were mostly token. And as you can imagine, this sometimes caused..
..official indignation.
So fast forward, in the last years some middlemen inserted themselves into the process of commercially publishing my material and applying my system-level ideas, tried to make it seem that they were responsible for me/my success, and that I would somehow become a different person who would sell out on my priceless material for “basic survival” just because they said so (I’m from Singapore and survived Australia, come on!) and that somehow it allegedly makes me an example not to be followed. Again, because “they said so”. It’s total drivel, when they literally had to use force and deception to create this narrative, just because they want what I have when they could’ve easily just gotten to know me and penned in basic agreements together at the table. But the person who took over from the last guy decided to change the agreements. Even though my name was on it, they decided they could just administrate me as someone who never existed.
I’m now aware that the whole arrangement in Switzerland was never for me. They misregistered me to make it look like I was an entire family unit and actually fractured my pristine singular taxpayer/identity records even making it look like I had a kid in Switzerland when I was always only just one and the same person. It was arranged to make me feel that family, pregnancy, and even getting my own studio to continue my career were going to be a possibility for me because I had the gynae and was offered egg cryopreservation, and then was shown examples of upper class Pan-Asian artists who had studios - but in fact they only emulated the setup to facilitate a transfer of some wealthy/resourced person(s) to switching over to their side and their care - such as, perhaps, a Princess from the Middle East. These individuals would’ve been watching me and thought that good things were really happening for me when they were shown certain records that were deceptively arranged to look like I was a dependent, etc. When in reality, the people involved were knowingly only simulating this for their own gain, arranging any kind of documentation they want abusing my identity. When I found out and tried to get the heck out, they had blocked all my exits and held me hostage across all channels required to leave with my life/ government data and actually move freely. Nothing was working. I couldn’t even lawyer up.
So I’ve wondered if the only reason I got away by 2024/2025 was because they ran out of a budget to keep me hostage. There was this whirlwind of people who were killing off the potential of everything by turning it into “feminist” things, while ironically being offended and staunchly opposed to actual women leaders whose successes are independent — meaning they’re unable to attribute those successes to a man or a group (who are hungry to be fed by political movements/constructs at high, often mid-to-longterm social cost).
It was a mistake for people to assume that anyone can do what I do. There’s no point getting offended just because I point out the fact that I’m an exceptional case and that no one has been able to achieve what I did, to date. The opportunities were given to other people with this mistaken belief. So what are they actually doing with the position? They just go there like tourists no one will remember, taking pictures of themselves for glamour shots in the news. They’re hardly the Amelia Earharts or Red Barons, you sent the tourists and tied your star pilot to a chair while using their name on contracts. Why. If you’ve involved other Singaporeans thinking I can be replaced or mistaking them for me/ the source of my development, just because they gave you the impression I was somehow answerable to them when they could show you they have my contact details (my numbers have changed), or convince you that it’s all just the same and no one bothered to look me up, then of course you’re going to end up with fast food rather than good longlasting results. It took me 20 years to get ready for the link, and it was just given to some of these guys straight out the gate for their rollout-burnout (the one I warned about) while they reeled me back to Singapore in preparation to carve me up on the table like meat, while back wherever it wasn’t apparent who was the right person to suss out their credentials and match it to your benefit (not just benefiting the Asian communities). The CVs are deceptive. They use gamification of systems to rush through without getting to know you. Without saying so much, I have to be physically present to align the trajectory. Why would I pay for a mistake others made just because they were so against believing I’m anything special. If I have to drape myself in fineries, spend some hours to wear my hair and do my nails a certain stereotypical way, just so my exact same qualities and value I had without them will magically multiply in others’ eyes, I’ll keep choosing to be authentic. But I’ve never agreed to pay their social cost just because some refused to believe I was anything special, that anyone can do what I do, and can show up in my place to do a Hail Mary pass from here to endzone.
Some things take time to recover from and I already recover way faster than most from situations that many simply never recover from. It would be silly to say that the way I am right now is allegedly exactly how I usually am or what I’m all about. It’s been like this: Anytime I had breathing room, I invested my earnings back into obtaining real experiences outside on the ground, amongst real people, totally uncontrived and organic. This in turn has informed the holistic self-informed ideas inherent in my art & writing, and to my pleasant surprise there were people in the last decades who have responded in kind. Not because I said so, or was manipulative, or used politics, but because I do what I do. I really believe in what I’m doing, I care about others, and I use best practice. What I was putting out makes sense.
Now I’m recovering from my time in Switzerland, where some tried to break me without having to ever show up or reveal their identities, who tried to make it look like it was the fault of the people who bothered to show up in my life and make the agreements (maybe in the hopes we’ll fight and kill each other off), and they twist my message and used that to falsely say I’m only all about survival, that I allegedly changed sides or sold cheap to have the basics (again — I’m from Singapore, I made it there and in Australia, so seriously, come on), and allegedly am not an example to follow because of this. They’re lying, they’re the ones who are stuck on survival and want others like myself to be stuck there too. And in Switzerland, markedly, majority of the abusers and those who facilitated abuse by preventing timely/appropriate intervention/information every step of the way were overwhelmingly women markedly with no socioeconomic problems and by all accounts were highly educated at least to the University level if not Masters. Many were Doctors. To my surprise, those who by logic should be most likely to relate to me best were the ones most willing to be goaded to bypass objective fact-checking and prevailing law, and act wrongly based on subjective social judgement/information, and did not as readily/appropriately respond when witnessing contrary facts/evidence *on paper and in person, as it was happening*, including witnessing high ability/communications in the target, and being given direct information during requests for intervention that prove their existing understanding wrong. There was something they were blind to, some culture they were missing, something I actually recognize which originally made me put down certain books, achieve distance from the attacks on my dad, and depart my sphere to find out more. They were willing to do this to other women whom they viewed as inferior by way of having been birthed outside their territory, even if they perceived you were more than educated and picked a certain status behind it - this was quite new for me because we’re not talking about a few hundred years ago, or this happening in some 3rd world country or first world state with declared civil unrest which actually have diplomatic warnings and news headlines upfront. This was very interesting for me, since leadership as a woman is right up my alley and family history, I had friends in Australia who shared happy or traumatic experiences which I wasn’t always able to fully understand at the time, and now I get to see the very real roots of problems that we face which form the basis of all these things that we only see on the surface when they’re fully ablaze or almost beyond recognition after the fact. Especially when angry people are coming at us, having mistaken us for somebody else or our honest expression as something else.
I took a trip up to Australia to recover, and have already found my Wings (of course!). Slept like a baby, and have some time to myself now. You can stop guessing if I use AI or transcribers, I type like a stenographer on a standard keyboard. I’ve been grossly underestimated throughout my life, and have proven Negative souls wrong time and again. They always have some kind of endless excuse about why things can’t be different as if their problems and grudges should apply to me, or I should pay for their negative feelings which have nothing to do with me. And as usual I will have the final say on who I am, where I go, what I achieve, and what life ultimately comes to mean for me. Not slave advocates of a political machine and their endless excuses and -isms of why our desired standards allegedly are impossible. I say raise the standards and lower the expectations in proportion, set my alignment and go. And ffs, weed out the middlemen and pretenders. There’s a time for tourists, and a time for us. I’m saying no to people who want to stop me and the best of us from finding longterm sustainable solutions, when it’s us who have to live our lives while madness goes on in the backdrop.
To put things in perspective - by way of career I’m a database expert among other things, so you know I was held by force. I’ve never had a speech impediment, I’ve refused to talk to people who were actively putting me or my loved ones in danger, past school counsellors who broke doctors’ oaths to give everyone and their dog access to my counselling files and I was sent there not because they cared about my welfare but because they were concerned about appearances after the PI report came back - I wasn’t handing in homework, stayed late playing arcade music games and entering contests, and my first boyfriend was a mild gangster who ran the local arcade games centre (around the time the headlines were screaming after my poorer cousins got kidnapped); I was quietly a school champion in English debate, in my 30s I went on 88.3 Southern FM Australia with ease after a long break. But I have the right to protect myself from being non-consensually turned into AI. I’m also fit enough to defend myself or move around easily since I’ve learned judo, and have a junior gold & silver in track/field (upper body strength). I’m pretty savvy around toxic environments, since I’ve been a flight attendant, I also got roped into modelling a lot because I looked out for people during my time as management when younger (I sent models out for casting calls etc, my referrals had a high rate of good jobs and treatment). However there were some lengths to which I wasn’t willing to go to make my stand — such as use of outright violence, politics, and ruining another person’s career or life to make a point in public, none of which appeared off limits to some who just never cultivated similar values as leaders or when in positions of authority. This has been the main reason why I was chosen by others to lead or take such positions, because they had seen that the outcome was beneficial and fair for all, non-partisan, with greater all-round ease but higher standards. And heaps of fun — the kind where we make sure everyone’s okay with no bad stuff happening. But it worked against me when facing people who who have never learned to be governed by such disciplines with values typical of noblesse oblige, they were just doing anything for money and easy gains. Like when people insert themselves, only to profit from others’ failure so they can suck more their way at others’ expense while making it out to be a good thing.
Most people see me as being firmly as part of the diversity crew. I’ve worked on International teams with all races that believe in the highest standards. Others insist I’m conservative or anti-multiracial. Those are the ones who hate it when people who are “supposed to be” enemies or opposites get along to do something great together. And for some of these, they seem to think only they should be the ones who can say they can do this. Maybe they’re making lots of money, when they can make us believe only they have/are the solution. That none of us could possibly know how to get together, get along and freely make new agreements.
People who think I have memory loss suffer from cognitive/confirmation bias. They’ve no idea how memory works, especially mine. My memory and cognitive power have been exactly this way and unchanged since childhood, only grown stronger/more robust. The way I am is the reason why things that normally damage a person’s memories and traumatize them beyond reach, fail to work on me. People meet me and constantly act surprised, or use faulty data sets to give themselves false comfort that their methods worked and all’s as they already know. Things you define as intellectual, are in practice stupid because it’s like insisting on a culture that only works on people who function like they are in jail or something. Totally irrelevant to me.
There’s something wrong.
There’s a man trying to say that they made me, to say I could only exist allegedly because of somebody else - i.e. because of a particular man. They’re trying to arrange it to say that everything I have learned and made on my own, through my own organic lived experiences which are impossible to fake and have been completely independent of them, allegedly references them or somebody else and their works that never even existed in my sphere when I made/conceived of them. For example, my Aussie friends and I have our own story about why they called me Mezza (from my maiden nickname, Meryl). This happened as a meaningful and authentic experience between me and members from the Caucasian diaspora communities, especially Italian-Australians, long before I was ever brought to Switzerland and administratively hacked into 2 people. It’s as if some people want to stop the world from moving forward with our own narratives & agreements, to pretend we never overcame it together or succeeded doing what they want us to believe is impossible without them. Like they’re trying to stop real people from having our real lives and success stories so they can sell garbage/soylent green/AI slop / politically-motivated stuff back to us. They want to stop us from being successful.
On top of this, they’re using AI to generate fake backdated references, registering the original author as the opposite sex and using the faces of these living people (most of them famous). So if the original author was a man, they’ll say he stole it from a woman, if the original author was a woman, they’ll say she stole it from a man, and they use politics to get everyone to kill each other off while the real culprits get away. They use the original content of that living person and create backdated fakes to make it seem like they their originals came from somewhere else, to stop them from being recognized as the rightful author(s)/inventor(s) including financially. These people will say that you’re AI, when they want to non-consensually use you as AI or are already doing it - not because you actually are AI. That’s why they’re unable to produce a real contract and release agreement with the model’s name and signature on it — because the model never signed one, was never even involved in the contract-making process and was likely never even informed. AI models are predominantly taken from real living people who never consented and are certainly being unpaid for the use of their likeness. It makes the modelling industry look charitable.
I’ve never had children, real or adopted. I have no problems conceiving (to date).
I have no memory problems. I just dislike inorganic interactions and tend to send a message that none of your usual profiling can be trusted because you’ll have no idea what you’re looking at (and your handovers suck), you’ll have to genuinely get to know me. These days, fully healthy and mobile/conscious people who can successfully make our own agreements within the community and self-organize (non-politically) are being treated as if we were the problem. It’s as though they’re saying it’s impossible to be healthy and have great empathy, but still know how to speak up, do what we prefer within bounds of law and say no when it matters. It seems speaking up and being able to make decisions on how we’d like to live our own private lives is viewed as the problem. It’s like we can’t want to make our own world a better place, that it’s abnormal for people with huge differences to know how to sort it out amongst ourselves when we are allegedly “supposed to be” traditional enemies according to the leading narratives that keep asking us for money to allegedly solve these “problems”. As though everyone has to be associated with old ways that have never applied to us, and have these “causes” that none of us believe in artificially tacked on us to try and stop us from lifting off with our own ideas, experiences and breakthroughs. It’s as if we can’t possibly exist unless we will kowtow to what the writers of history books and wannabe “social architects” (they barely even have any real understanding or control over their own lives, and want to control others), and not what our real on-ground lived experiences and real people say. It’s wrong and stupid to unfairly go after a person just because you think what they achieved was “supposed to be” impossible — just because you said so. It’s like the problem is that the person performs admirably and speaks reason and truth, when some people with vested/political interests opine that they “should be” unable to. Our only “crime” is that we keep proving these people wrong by simply existing and living our lives untouched by their manipulation and imposed external definitions, that we make our own agreements when they claim that we “need” them. If we really live in a First World democracy that affords us basic freedoms and laws, why aren’t we free to go off and seek our own truths within the First World, freely share our thoughts and opinions in civil discourse as private individuals with complex and ever-evolving thoughts, without being unfairly and inaccurately profiled/pigeonholed using weaponized and political measures clearly designed to kill our lucidity and independent successes?
By the way, 421 means misidentified, if you’re sending your requests there it’s incapable of giving you an appropriate response. Also still applicable: what I said about drivers of a certain automobile brand starting with a Pee.
I have limited tolerance for people who rely too much on external appearances to decide how they’ll treat you. If that’s what the person needs to know how to treat others well, I’d rather see what they’re really like when they think I’m a nobody. So that I’ll get to see whether we’re really alike.
In 2017 I took up jobs to help manage my own personal expenses and running costs, it would be dishonest to claim it is a statement of my intrinsic value as an artist/writer on the market. I was already running my own studio and finding the right opportunities to launch outside of Singapore, as internally it was too cannibalistic for original artists with our own immortal slow-burning material and generally only works for franchises that took from elsewhere and spring up like weeds.
I went to Switzerland in 2019 after my application was approved by the Swiss government, who sent me an official invitation letter, and entered into legal marriage from 2019-2024. I came because I was repeatedly told that I am welcome, and that they really need and want people like me there since the place has a history of successfully accommodating writers/artists like myself seeking to publish spiritually enlightened works related to Western culture - there’s even museums there dedicated to past writers and creators like Herman Hesse who published on topics of Buddhism, not to mention a film I did featuring migrants in the region which was approved by the Ticino Film Commission. I’ve never consented to be disingenuously likened after the fact to Emmy Hennings, whose vice & background profile put us in completely different leagues. Singapore is as wealthy as Switzerland. I began to challenge this and look into my records/data, and that’s when I started to discover what had really been arranged without my consent/knowledge. I quickly discovered there was trouble declaring this marriage at home due to the way the Swiss government misadministrated my identity even before I stepped into the country and marriage registrations, preventing me from being identified and found even when I was the real person making direct enquiry on my own private government-level data - which was shocking because Switzerland was supposed to be a First World country like Singapore. It was unfathomable that it would have lower standards. Their regional government fractured me into two registrations made to look like different people. There were many people in the chain who witnessed it, had actual documentary evidence and recordings of it, many of whom received me directly — they either suppressed the reports, insisted I was crying wolf, and/or kept quiet and enabled it. There was a marked absence of any handover between high professionals, and also among authorities.
They tried and failed to change my life story, just because ssome are afraid of people like myself who are truly independent and in control of our own narratives. Because it makes the alleged “necessary sacrifices” we keep being told are required of us, seem irrelevant and extortionate. And they are.
I’m self-sponsored leading up to Switzerland, having put myself through school. I was looking forward to a next stage in life, that would elevate me above petty concerns that kept trying to artificially keep me down as if I could only expect to make it at a survival level when I already kept proving that I am and achieve a great deal of positive impact and returns, whenever I quietly got away from their so-called system of control allegedly “needed” to survive/succeed. Meaning, I became successful precise because I got away from it, took back my energy for myself (which had been kept stuck in their systems while they were telling us we could only succeed if they said so), and got my 2nd, 3rd, 4th opinions and finally my successes. And that actually caused the outrage.
Apart from being a high achiever with the foresight to drop out of elite academia to create my own systems of knowledge & learning (including original IP), I’ve also appeared on TV next to one of Singapore’s first supermodels. I’m pretty notorious for walking away from people who were bad for me, in my culture it’s thought to be impossible for girls who present like I do to possess a rational mind and actual objective ability to attain higher aspirations such that it would make us confident enough to delay relationships/marriage/children, due to the omnipresent level of social pressure exerted. They pretend it’s ADHD, sociopathic profile, etc — all inane and inaccurate nonsense, but in truth it’s only similar to what the strongest and healthiest people among us look like when under prolonged fire and stages of recovery to full health. And that says more about the world we live in, than about me.
I like to put it this way for my friends based in the West:
You have Feminism.
I have Property rights since I was born.
No need -ism’s, just need Mdm’s.
When I was born, I was already a Mdm.
Madam as in Presidents, as opposed to of escorts.
I’m quite thrilled with my personal achievements.
The incidents of the last years happened because there were too many unauthorized middlemen inserting themselves - people who mistakenly thought anyone can do what I do, assumed anyone can produce what I produce. They thought I’m a nobody. They were wrong. And well, no one bothered to verify because they were too excited about how much money they were going to make. It’s nothing like revealing ready-made books that are already there and withholding it from people, it’s about actually being able to touch and use raw data in a way no one else can, to do the work of opening new pathways and bridges before they’re even in any available form or language — and not killing off the only people who actually have the ability to do much more than read or copy/maintain. It’s like mistaking your key architect/captain for rival maintenance crew due to your own preconceived notions and personal limitations. There was also an unfortunate political problem, in that I’m a self-made woman. This challenges the narrative of many a middleman, about where such power and material is inherited from. I mean a handful literally fed my writing through an AI program and tried to copy my voice, and somehow registered me as a different person (a man) with the Swiss government, just to avoid paying me or even dealing with me. In their opinion, a woman can only be successful because of a man, but I was already successful on my own merit. So they also arranged to make it seem like a man is responsible for my success, when in reality the funds were mine. They might’ve also claimed to have inherited my original manuscripts from a dead relative and be “surprised” at its value, even though I and they absolutely knew what my work is worth, plus I’m still alive and none of them are related. Secondly I’m independent in the true sense of the word — meaning, I work for no one. I make my own luck. I create what I want to see, I have the final say — no one else. Combined with the proven influence of my works, where unlike them I need no polish nor ultra-expensive gear/productions to shine through (youtube.com/trueorigin), this seems to scare certain people beyond anything.
A vast number of people only pretend to believe in the things that they do. I don’t mean the social niceties which can be pleasant in a pedestrian way with some surprises. As we all know, knowledge and ability is more than one’s resume and fancy academic papers (which might as well be toilet paper to those who end up hiring you, let’s be honest - if you’re among the best, you’ve definitely seen and felt it). The things we all quietly discuss in the backrooms, pointing out the ones with decorated CVs but just cannot do the jobs that they say they can do. The ones who can actually do their job and their entire department’s, reduced to taking whatever potshots they can from behind their masks, resentful at having to hide and forced to choose mediocrity everyday, every appearance like being called up for jury duty. When is it ever for us? When do we get to do what we want? When do we get to set our own standards, live life for us.
We have a lot of overeducated people and experts around the world whom I know also feel forced to dump inordinate amounts of money/time into empty paper qualifications, patronized by entry/grant papers that require them to make up increasingly ludicrous “noble” reasons for their existence, have their faces rubbed into neutered problem-driven platforms disguised as solution-driven and akin to gaping maws of robotic need. Then they “ascend” only to be wrung around the necks by — quote unquote — market forces (gee, whodunnit), and then are thrown into things where they can only receive money if they’ll make what they’re doing all about other people, or if they’ll only talk about what others want them to say using material that’s palmed off to them (sos? who?). They make money backing other people’s often political causes but we can’t say that. My ancestors never had to make up noble reasons to do things which made a good difference for everyone, they looked after themselves first, learned to get along, people thrived with minimal interference. This whole setup today of pretending to do charity or be seen on a poster with some good cause or brown people (doesn’t matter which one just pick one, they’re all the same right? black, brown, tanned etc), while forced to tolerate a ridiculous invasive-technological penetration rate into our private lives, just so each of us can earn permission to wipe our own arse or scratch our own butt when one likes it and how one likes it, would be absolutely absurd to them. I completely understand the need for things like modern toilets with seats and that flush, maybe with those little bells and whistles, but it’s like we wanted the basic convenience and got billed for the whole space station. All this parading around talking about our sexualities like that’s what makes us people, what are we really doing to ourselves?
The thing that’s feared the most is not that people will start thinking per se. Oh I do think they know that we think. What’s most feared, is that we’ll break free and self-mobilize, self-organize. And these fears belong to Fascists.The kinds that make our benevolent authoritarian look fully democratic. When they talk about Freedom, when they talk about Rights, they don’t mean it’s for you.
I’m continuing my works now.
At present I’m temporarily working out of a converted storeroom in a central low-density housing location in Singapore and planning my next moves, because it’s unwise to take up a lease that just wants money from you with no return when my works are already proven. Even if they refuse to let their own citizens get rich or recognized in this country, you have to recognize yourself and believe those on your side who helped prove just how much value your work has/how good you are and how your own country/countrymen is/are outright lying to you just to take what’s yours for themselves, and you have to put your money where you’ll be set for the longterm.
Right now I’m travelling the globe reconnecting with old spaces and searching for clues as to where my next studio could be, in a sensible place that supports my art & independence, and will honour me as a successful individual in my own right after my initial proven successes — and especially, allow me to stay independent of negative souls who refuse to let me go, who constantly try to reach back into my life to poison my new environment and drag me back for their own gains (what’s this, North Korea? juche leader worship?), insisting I can only ever be as good as my lowest point — broken, “abandoned” (their fantasy, out of pride and to cover up that I was actually the one who got away), and that anything else I make on top of that should be stripped from me and given up to them, when I’m already evolved far ahead and also keeping ahead. When I say lowest point I refer to when I was put under unfair circumstances as the highest-achieving (Varsity athletics and English literature/theatre and Art), Eldest child in the family and suddenly had to start working at an LGBT friendly restaurant in St. Kilda and defending myself after my family spent my whole inheritance (I would’ve been set for life) then invited attacks on me by lying to everyone that I did it to myself or was the wayward child when people started getting wind of what they’d done when they inevitably learn I am self-made. They even helped parties who tried to profit from my self-earned freedoms and independence when approached by them, people who were interested to get close to me or get me, while fully knowing I’m the most capable child in the family and the only one who can stand on my own two feet. They are still doing this, helping others monitor me/abuse my private data, and I hired a Singapore lawyer separately to deal with this.
I’ve written English Literature and produced illustrations which I’ve been seeking ways to properly release for the past 10 years and more. In terms of cultural relevance and whether or not my work resonates with the Heart of the English culture and family tree:
My full original unabridged English-language works have been used and featured extensively in Western media including Hollywood movies, music albums by top/iconic Western artists with worldwide distribution, shorts and plays, many of which have topped global charts and continue to be screened, including those with millions of views per youtube video under big company brands. My material continues to be used extensively by these parties whose Western and global audience have apparently embraced my English Literature works as a valuable and intimate part of their own culture, while also continuously paying fresh tribute to my works, making cross references to multiple main works of mine which they’ve released as their own, cross referenced in places such as their variety shows as recent as 2025/2026.
My previous Independent Art/Writing Studios were @
Collins Street, Temple Court, Melbourne (2013-2015);
22 Starlight Road Singapore (2016-2018);
I’ve been looking to set up my studio since 2018.
I’ve appeared on 88.3 Southern FM Australia to talk about NoDamnPie.com, through some patrons of the restaurant where I worked as Manager, around the time I received mention for it in the news.
Around that time I’d also worked as a Host at Vue de Monde, when it was owned by Melbourne media darling Shannon Bennett. He showed me that you can achieve any dream you want, go as high as you want, if you set the right goals and work towards it, and there will always be people who will support your success if you can stick to your path and stay true to yourself.
Some of my Aussie friends had a nickname for me, Mezza. Based on my maiden nickname, Meryl. Everywhere, surprise would follow then an unexplained appreciation when they saw I wore it like a badge of pride. One day one of them explained it was because it would always follow with, “half what”, and after I answered someone back once it came to mean I looked like the kind of person who would always have a good answer. This was long before I even stepped foot in Switzerland, for example Mezza arose in 2001 then in 2006.
But you see, in “White” Australia these are just jokes and we can work together appreciating what we’ve overcome, with the knowledge that everyone is just a little bit racist (and internet is for porn) but that none of us do this kind of stuff to each other anymore, we’re kind of sort of cool and normal now. But we have strong opinions. And they get a bad rap for it in the press. But in Switzerland, which houses the human rights’ capital and has a pristine image, “Mezza” is not just a joke or somebody else’s opinion I’m allowed to wear with pride. In Switzerland, it’s still a live practice for which there’s no negotiation, no way to speak to anybody while all of them who practice it or enable and facilitate it tells you they’re a friend. In Australia no one who would tell me their opinion to my face pretended to be friends, but they would still make sure we stick it to the government if it were to be done to me — they’d just get someone else to talk to me. But in Switzerland, as of now in 2026, my breasts are registered as one person and my uterus is registered as a totally different person, because none of them have overcome this practice and none of them need to be held to their own standards while allowed to place themselves above everyone else.
And now I realize that all these decades, since the first time I lived abroad in my teens, people behaved this way because they had seen the practice and thought I had agreed to it. This “Mezza” practice. The difference is, it was possible in Australia for people to see me for who I am and change. In Switzerland, nobody would see you as more than whatever they said was all you could be. There were these people who had reached the alleged absolute top, only to use it to lord over others and keep everyone down instead of using their position to help everyone make the world a better place for themselves. These were the people who were being allowed to be the Leaders, given positions to make devastating life-changing decisions for people smarter and more able/capable than them, without any thought or consequence. That’s a problem worth solving.
Trueorigin is my Channel Name,
Conceived of by myself in Australia in 2012 as a sole proprietor;
It’s never been a Family name.
It’s unrelated to any other individual or group.
I have never been a virtual asset or personality.
I do no paid-for-hire arrangements.
I’m independent and have no Representatives. I’m one of the very few who could already stand on my own two feet with absolutely no assistance since my 20s, as a Standalone, before 2010.
There is something wrong with the setup in Singapore.
I am looking into my options, and leaving asap.
On it.
I’m a Master Communicator who translates and transliterates between any school of thought/belief, social class and bracket, across cultures & the linguistic family trees with precision — between the highest, the lowest, all in between, accurate in symbolism and time, across still/moving images, words, music - and I crystallize it in ways Universally understood: Symbols and narratives can be mimicked, but never faked. I’m a Dreamwalker, who finds that inner blueprint in each of us, and draws out the parts of you which you have disconnected from, cut off and/or forgotten, find the closest points of conjunction, and together we build the bridges that lead to where you need to go, to find your own meaning/narratives and who you are meant to be in this lifetime (if you so choose). I set people on their vibrational matched path to their next stage, regardless of race, religion, background or belief system. I restore access/harmony where possible. Together we connect with your linguistic/vibrational family tree and find the questions and answers together, as layered stories that anyone can understand given time. My all-sensory, multi-dimensional works remind us each of who we are and what we dreamed of for ourselves before arriving. So that we know where to go next. I have helped those with unusual, little-known or complex backgrounds and/or dispositions achieve successful results. I can also work with groups of strangers, with certain conditions met. However my specialty is large scale, the larger and less homogenous the array the better, and I need to be correctly positioned to align your long shots. There’s no replacing me with AI.
My 2016 Zinemaking workshop held at the Substation/.SingLitStation demonstrates the above as Quantum Consciousness requiring the right Leader, instant understanding amongst all with no tutelage or micromanagement / interference required - a first group demonstration and Live Art Installation. More on that below.
Regardless of where you’re at in life at any given point, the only real constant is that one same person you have to live with and face in your moments alone - your Self.
In future, everything will be traceable right down to the very last author, every human being, every strand. Everything else falls away in time, revealing all. There is only one objective truth. The most valuable “things” will be of our unique and unadulterated human expression and spirit, from authentically lived human experience and real memories that nothing external can corrupt. All the the people who stand most to gain from destroying humanity, who throw people under the bus, wish hard that they can get away with it, write any human being off as AI — well they’d better be prepared to fail hard too, ’cause they’ve grossly misassessed the future and what it means to be in it. They are all eyes that fail to see, they are all ears everywhere but are never able hear the music of the ever-moving, ever-shaking world that exists and continues despite all, in spite of all. I refuse to take on their bitterness. I will stay open and show up for myself in a way that makes me proud with the satisfaction that I’ve done what’s right for me. And for what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
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