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Independent Singaporean Literary Writer & Fine Artist
Meryl Yeo, Yawen
To be? Or not to be. That is the question.
I’m a Master Communicator and Day Dreamwalker who finds people’s inner blueprint and draws out the parts of them which they have disconnected from, cut off and/or forgotten, find their closest points of conjunction, and together we build the bridges that leads them to where they need to go, to find their own meaning/narratives and complete who they are meant to be in this lifetime (if they choose to). I set them on their vibrational matched path to their next stage, regardless of race, religion, background or belief system. I restore access/harmony where possible. We connect with your linguistic/vibrational family tree and find the questions and answers together, as layered stories that anyone can understand. My all-sensory, multi-dimensional works remind us each of who we are and what we dreamed of for ourselves before arriving. So that we know where to go next. I have helped those with unusual, little-known or complex backgrounds and/or dispositions achieve successful results. I can also work with groups of strangers, with certain conditions met.
My 2016 Zinemaking workshop held at the Substation/.SingLitStation demonstrates was a first group demonstration and Live Art Installation.
My full original unabridged works have been used in international films, shorts, and music albums which made global top charts. I’m the original composer of the 10-minute musical and visual language relating to the Villa of Ormen, as the only person able to conceive new material in such languages at a level that’s enough to open new world pathways.
Trueorigin is my Channel Name.
It’s never been a Family name.
I endorse no one through my involvements and/or appearances unless explicitly stated on this website trueorigin.net.
My work has nothing to do with China.
I’ve been observing closely since my return. There’s something wrong with the setup in Singapore. I’m making other plans.
It was quite the experience, being chosen to lead in rooms full of people who were often the experts, smarter than me, more accomplished than me, people who are used to high standards and impressed. And often, it would look to others as if I was just celebrated for being alive. For such people to take notice, to take a listen to what I was saying, place their confidence in me — That was something. Furthermore, I was in my late 30s when this happened for me, and now in my 40s. People have been told this is something you can only expect at the end of your life or career, but I look like I’m only just getting started. That’s some welcoming ceremony!
And some people in Singapore and SE Asian communities who’ve spent their whole lives trying to go as best they can by what they were told maketh the man/woman, and they were just stunned wonder what happened, and how? To them, I came out of the blue. Someone who looked like they did “nothing” or was paid to do “nothing”. But there’s something I’ve learned. There’s no future with people who only treat you well based on what they think you can give them. They demand proof, express outrage and disdain, even as you’re being celebrated elsewhere — and visibly so, in a way that beggars belief.
But somewhere in this world, there are people for whom my words and works have come to mean something. There was nothing much else that needed to be explained, because there was recognition and understanding of its value once I started sharing with them something that, in their world, *is* proof. Because they actually recognize what it is.
Then there are the tides of the world that can destroy any plans. And no matter what happens, I’ll keep going out there and living my best life. Knowing that in this world, I already have a place somewhere in people’s hearts, even as those closer to home refuse to recognize me or give me my dues. They take something of mine, give it to another girl, and even after they realize they made a mistake they keep quiet, no apology, they don’t restore what they mistakenly took and they don’t pay out what’s due to me. Instead, I’m standing in front of them now in Singapore, who have benefited from my endeavours and they are asking me to pay for my meal. I’ve just returned after good works already done and recognized there in high public, why are they refusing to acknowledge they gave the wrong girl(s) credit for my achievements (which they’re now realizing) and now instead of paying me back talking to me as if I should go off and earn my keep.
Do you know why none of us are victims? It’s because we made Art.
Meryl has been my maiden nickname since 2003. Yeo Yawen is my full name.
I’m the only one in my family whose Full Chinese name 杨 or 楊 (Yeo) 雅雯 (Yawen) sounds like 3 Yes-es, looks like it’s nurturing or raining high literature/high culture, or like elegant colourful cloud patterns. I’m also the only one in the family whose full name alone looks and sounds like three friendly/funny/jolly Yes’s in some European languages — ‘Yeohh’, ‘Yahhh’, ‘Yawww’ (Yor/ YYw), so it also looks unusually joyful. Conversely, it also looks like the cloud could be taking a wee piss on culture from outside the picture as the last word (in my name) and all you can see is the rain and the culture (see youtube.com/trueorigin).
*Authorities in Switzerland registered my name without giving me a say or allowing corrections, as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo
even though I’m Singaporean Hainanese/Hakka Chinese, repeatedly instructed and corrected them on retaining my maiden surname Yeo, never deposited a legal name change form, told them it’s illegal to change my parents on their Swiss govt records, and reported the matter to the relevant Singaporean Ministries multiple times.
I give no endorsement to anyone nor their works through this.
I’m looking at the setup in Singapore and making alternate plans.
I was born in Singapore at Gleneagles Hospital in the 80’s as Yeo Yawen, the Eldest biological daughter to Singaporean Hainanese & Hakka Chinese parents. My biological mother’s name is Mdm. Lam. I speak Cambridge English (UK) fluently, and some Mandarin since I went to Nanyang Pri/Girls’. I’ve the ability to compose works and songs in most languages spanning the entire linguistic family trees, with depth and precision.
My ex-husband was born in Germany and became a Swiss citizen, and is over 20 years older than me. He speaks German, some English and no Mandarin Chinese. He writes mainly in German.
He shouldn’t be mistaken as me. We are divorced.
As an Artist, I’m entirely self-directed. As a Dreamwalker, I conceive of my own Dreams and I seek and make my own memories independent of what we are fed from the outside. i.e. Original and organic — informing technology creatively, never the other way around. I’m someone who can stand on their own two feet, as in like a First Generation but in current times. This is regarded as highly unusual in a place like Singapore, if not impossible. I’m ignostic but can work with anyone in their native belief system, also another thing which seems experienced as unusual. I do what I do in person, without tech — I’m the one that informs technology, it helps me do what I already do faster but never informs my decisions. No ChatGPT, no interference from AI programs. Just my own free-flow thoughts to hands, touch typed or handwritten.
If/When anyone would like to alert me that something is wrong or that I did something wrongly, could you kindly also point out what is wrong — which item exactly is causing what was shown, as often there’s no solutions and no paths from where I am, nowhere to go because of the admin mistakes. No one from here has gotten this far, for leagues. There are natural laws. Each time these are broken, it causes destabilization. Thank you..!
I and my company are strictly Standalones.
No endorsements.
I give no endorsement to any parties I have been seen to be in a relationship with in the last 5-7 years in Singapore then Switzerland. I have hired a lawyer.
Before I left for Switzerland I had informed people of what to look out for to know that something was wrong that required me to be pulled out immediately. All those signs were fulfilled. I also reached out to many, but they thought I was going to be okay because I was always the “Strong” one.
All my creations are my own bespoke originals unless specified.
I was never just a beneficiary of free money or a lottery system. I'm only being paid out my own funds owed to me.
I’ve never signed a contract of owing following any alleged down payment. After they were allowed to do what I described to my Swiss administration, first registering me as a different person when I moved (they were wrong to do so) and many more administratively, they were able to make any kind of document they wanted in Switzerland without needing my consent. None of the documents and contracts they have made are valid.
In order to even understand why my works commanded such high value, you would need to bring in a highly specialized cultural expert and assessor who has the ability and knowledge to forensically examine the works in question and discern that I am the Author, also be able to provide an appraisal of how much that would command on the market. The Japanese Nobel scientist Mr. Toshihide Maskawa who won the Nobel Prize for his work on CP-Violations also never handed in homework and he said so in his 2008 Nobel speech, so any continued disbelief is unfounded. There are also other Singaporeans who made it abroad in Europe recently, one who opened a bakery in a small town and a girl from a certain JC who married an Italian and opened a restaurant. They both made the news. So if anyone says going abroad means you abandoned your country, tell them that there’s one other place that believes that — North Korea. We’re Singapore. Be Singaporean. In my case I was specially assessed to be exactly the person they were looking for, and the introduction was facilitated through the highest diplomatic channels with practically an endorsement by our local ministers of this individual, who woo-ed me for 2.5 years before I was convinced of the offer. It really is a matter of whether you were given access to the right setup in the first place, because clearly it matters that you’re set up with the right people both in Singapore and abroad. It’s not just their CV, but their intention and plans for you — sometimes they’re just unhappy that they’re unable to claim credit for your success because you actually succeeded outside of the system and they feel you’re out of their control. And sometimes you’re seen as a threat when you become too influential and what they consider to be surpassing them. I think when some people understood I was not just making them proud but actually going to surpass them, things took a deadly turn for me. Especially when they just wanted to grab or have a taste of whatever they can, without being a real part of my life.
I think the world can work together. What we can ill afford, are bad actors setting it up because they hate to see us get along and work together. They’re deathly afraid we’ll get together, compare notes and figure things out for ourselves, that their functions will be meaningless. They create obstacles so that when I talk about what they have organized to be done to me, trying to get help and keep myself safe by making people aware of the situation, others could mistakenly think I’m saying there’s no way to work together and nothing good that can come of it — which is untrue. There’s people trying to stop any of us from ever meeting and working with each other independently, but I’m a firm believer in that we each have the final say on our own lives and what it all comes to mean for us.
Regardless of where you’re at in life in any given point, the only constant is that one same person you have to live with and face in your alone moments which is your Self.
In future, everything will be traceable right down to the very last author, every human being, every strand. Everything else falls away in time, revealing all. There is only one objective truth. The most valuable “things” will be of our unique and unadulterated human expression and spirit, from authentically lived human experience and real memories that nothing external can corrupt. All the the people who stand most to gain from destroying humanity, who throw people under the bus, wish hard that they can get away with it, write any human being off as AI — well they’d better be prepared to fail hard too, ’cause they’ve grossly misassessed the future and what it means to be in it. They are all eyes that fail to see, they are all ears everywhere but are never able hear the music of the ever-moving, ever-shaking world that exists and continues despite all, in spite of all. I refuse to take on their bitterness. I will stay open and show up for myself in a way that makes me proud with the satisfaction that I’ve done what’s right for me. And for what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
I will announce my projects exclusively here on trueorigin.net.
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