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Meryl Yeo, Yawen
(Meryl has been my maiden nickname since 2003. Yeo Yawen is my full name.)
*Authorities in Switzerland registered my name without a say, as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo
I and my company are strictly Standalones.
I have no parent company.
No affiliations with other entities and/or individuals, no licensing agreements.
No representatives.
Please only deal direct.
(edits in progress. I regularly rework my content and update here, if you’d like to know more about the technique(s) I use feel free to drop me a line.)
To add:
I’m an Independent, the sole business owner and manager of myself and my own standalone Practice since 2012. I paid and paved my own way through life and earned my own immortality as seen in my material, which others have tried to distribute amongst themselves and put their names on hoping it can be transferred that way. That’s never been how it works, but they did inadvertently broadcast my works’ immortality. :)
I have never suffered from memory loss nor any degenerative disease at any time in my life. I have total recall and eidetic memory. I’ve never been disabled, I have chosen to refuse to talk to people if they have impure or bad intentions. If people are making suggestions such as mentioned above, know that they are being dishonest or that their information is entirely false and/or compromised. Once, in Australia, I slept for about two days, at the height of a dental infection which required a root canal. Once that was done, my body bounced back pretty much right away. The trials and endeavours of the young, passionate and/or ambitious deserve to be honoured as the desirable human efforts that they are, rather than twisted and fashioned into something to unfairly mark down the person. Some people are being extremely dishonest, to hide what they have done.
Furthermore:
There was somebody who’s educated, quite possibly the son of a former high-ranking Singapore public official who had no opportunities for advancement with a significant gap in his career after publicly, possibly after casually opining that one or some of Singapore’s Founding Family’s heir(s) had no future. This person would look studious, slim, fairly tanned, a bit short, and quite wim.. uh I mean, soft-spoken, with thin-rimmed spectacles. It’s likely they may have inserted themselves between me and my Team/VIPs and intercepted the entire conversation for themselves blocking me.
Also when I started rising, there were some gossip folks in Singapore who pretended to know my family or lie that they were somehow in charge of me/ instructing me, or otherwise qualified to speak for me, claiming that I answer to them apparently just by showing people that they have my contact details. These would be older individuals (50s?) who used to be more affluent but had to let go of their landed homes, and sound fairly educated. People I barely exchanged words with, but might have gotten my number by pretending to offer something that might be good for me while I was on my way. I’ve changed my number. They appear to have somehow blocked my way out in ways that require me or us to go through them or answer to them, obscuring my status as a Business Owner with no parent company/mentor or representative(s)/ agent(s), and created issues that stopped my team/supporters from finding me in Switzerland by lying that my younger sibling is the only sister in my family — although I’m unsure how and why their words should have counted towards anything since my approved Swiss application form had my Birth Certificate firmly attached. Furthermore my CV, Singapore CPF statement (AHV/Tax contributions), Girls’ school track record, news articles and photos with my mum easily prove they’re lying. My younger sister seems aware that she’s being mistaken as me, and quite happy not to correct people on that.
If any of the above people are also responsible for the illegal registration of me as two different people and/or the abuse of my identity to create false paperwork arranged through the former company which I owned, leading to the hostage arrangement and my administrative death, I would like for the person(s) to be held to account and prosecuted to the full extent of the law.
FYI — In Singapore it’s considered a crime under Section 36 of the Postal Services Act to withhold, obstruct, open and/or refuse to deliver my mail. Anyone who’s found to be doing so can be reported leading to prosecution.
I’m somewhere near Switzerland at present and have been working closely with my Swiss lawyer. I’m travelling solo with no one accompanying me, no visitors. Whilst here, some Italians may have wrongly assumed I am either disabled and/or just a disabled carer who heads out during the day, as I’ve been indoors working from home, and most if not all of them have never met a Singaporean Business Owner, with their experiences largely if not only limited to meeting Asians who are employees or people who serve others, but never us from the real-life non-fictional tiers of society who are our own bosses and registered taxpayers of own-family-owned residences back in our own First World countries, such as in Singapore where the cost of living is on par with Zurich. There seems like a lot of shock and disbelief simply over that. The English-speaking Majority bit appears to give an added jolt, most have really only met minorities, and the Asian minorities themselves seem to cramp up a little around me or seem to be amusingly fishing for your miseries and a schadenfreude rise, quite Freudian really, suggesting they need it to convince themselves that they’ve got it made. Honestly, the best of us never need this. It’s just puzzling to someone who’s a majority and successful on their own merit, because if you’ve really made it especially on your own, you’re going to be pretty happy with yourself and your choices and therefore be able to be happy for others and believe that most things are within reach for them. But if you give them the compliment and seem really for them oftentimes they look at you like they’re angry, puzzled or hateful. Why would you want to live like this? Oh well.
You know, you can always talk with Individuals. But it’s impossible to talk to Groups. They seem to be always conducting themselves in Groups even when they’re alone and supposed to be Independent. None of them were independent, for one. You can always find conversations among independents. Always. Even those who allegedly hold extremist and opposite views and belief systems. You can, at your own risk. But here where their values should be more similar to ours (direct democracy, human rights, etc), no independent conversation is possible. The older ones, the seniors being allowed to hold those positions use extreme measures and conduct themselves to remove your right to reply, like there can only be one outcome. They’re completely unable and/or unwilling to adjust when presented with clear and compelling new information and hard evidence. If only one outcome and one track is allowed, if no choice is allowed, it’s political. Political means it’s non-neutral. This is something I associate more with hardcore imperial China in palace times (see best-practice knowledge bases). Not Switzerland and its Constitution and System. Switzerland is neutral. Its system works. The council of 7 system is ideal. Its Constitution is Enlightened. I would have more to add here, but I believe I should be known as the author of my own original works, experiences and ideas before anyone older with a stronger CV takes it and puts it in their lecture calling it theirs, possibly calling me AI in the process. Ironically in a move related to what I would otherwise have loved to be able to openly discuss in a free and open manner.
YES I still believe we can all have nice things. We have to believe. It’s for us, ourselves, not anyone else. If someone wants something from one of us they can ask. They can get to know us. If other people want to ruin themselves and ruin their country or community, that’s their problem, we do what we can for ourselves we help people along the way who are also walking the same path, just a little lift and go. Never a sacrifice, never martyrdom — Screw that shit they can never force or deceive/bypass me. Screw their badges and “hello I am” declaration forms of pigeonholing.
And the trend across that border has also been that Swiss Authorities themselves have been unable to process what I’ve mentioned, much less regular Swiss themselves, even when they’ve been repeatedly corrected. Only one individual knew anything accurate about Singapore, a top legislator whose son had studied there for some months, who apologized but could do nothing as “they’re still a bit into the old ways, it will take some time to change their ways” and they I could to pay 5 figures to bring it up to court for a “guaranteed dismissal” or I could pay a few hundred francs to fling myself off the top of Mount Pilatus onto the rocks to be free of this by abusing the Apostille/Hague Convention to legitimize new damage/violations of the kind — not reverse colonial-era damage as purposed.
Privately everything’s been fine overall in the last month, I just had to clap back once at this overzealous minority guard who failed to get the hint, he looked just absolutely shocked — like I said, most people have never truly encountered a fully-developed Asian with the full confidence and properly matured skillsets, who’s just minding our own business. I mean, I’ve literally been minding my own business, as an Independent civilian, how is it possible that there’s literally no free and independent artists and writers around, that they can only be under the instruction of others, told by others what to say or do or how to be. How absolutely ludicrous, even if the locals were up for it, whether they would then have the freedom to act on their own desires looks questionable at best all considering. And from what I’ve seen across Australia and the Schengen region your locals also appear to be denied the full human development and they often use chemical controls to damage/impede your physical functions and by proxy your psychological functions, whereas ours seems to aim for pure psychological destruction first with some old-fashioned physical/biological attacks, and my inner resistance has allowed me to be able to naturally come out of the last years looking like I have a vacation glow even back when I was still pretty ripped up inside. No sloppy seconds for me. Healing good. I’m also staying indoors more than usual to prevent sunburn.
I noticed I’ve also been constantly assumed to be doing some kind of covert work, disingenuously assumed or not, but it’s hardly my fault that some people somehow get triggered like it’s suspicious that I have to do normal things a person does to conduct a full life — like, make a living and still wanting as much time as possible to do my own stuff, wanting to decide what my life comes to mean for me. Or if I’m working on my own intellectual material. Who *cares* about other people’s politics, only those groups do. Why should I care? Why should any of us who still believe we’re individuals, care? And why should they care about how I live my life, what’s it to them? All through Singapore Airlines and that covert meat market I never signed up for it was oh her English is so good, sounds like a dobber, she’s probably spying for a rival company, bla bla bla. Now in the past years I gather I’m wrongly and ludicrously suspected (or arranged to be suspected) to be doing some kind of work for the US from how incessantly the US is namedropped in conversations by people I’m just trying to work with (or indicated in brackets in their filenames thinking I wouldn’t notice/question), before the matter’s taken out of my hands despite all and anything I say or do, and without any opportunity for this to be corrected — something I find *extremely* annoying. Okay so after my 2016 workshop proving certain things, I was invited to a party in Jan 2017, put on stage where I obviously declined to speak (what do you take me for, a bludger? I can have my own moments without stealing someone else’s limelight tyvm, it was that point that the door never opened and you owe me for that just fyi, equations, hey wot’s going on, I’m the one who’s supposed to be bad in math with only one Science subject). This is so non-neutral in and around a country that’s supposed to be all about neutrality. While I’m actually neutral and open to compelling new information — organic ones, not forcefed or manipulated. None of that works and they should learn because our new waves of kids are going to increasingly say no and develop immunity to this ramshit. Then there’s this rubbish about being linked to the Russians, as if that should mean something to me — in Lee Kuan Yew’s Singapore, we were never educated us about the Russians and some of them even look like our 4th major race Eurasians. How are any of their quarrels supposed to be my problem? I am completely outside of their system, I have nothing to do with those countries or their people per se and to be perfectly honest, if you’ve ruined your countries and your potential to be able to work with anybody, to meet new people who have never been through these wars or roped into these awful artificial things, leave me out of your shit. Leave those of us who are innocent and have just arrived, out of your shit. We have the right to make our own fresh experiences without this crap being constantly projected onto us like it should be forced as my life story. Their problem. Never mine. If anyone wants to collaborate, they can just get to know me properly. Otherwise what’s the problem when we make new friends and new agreements with the New People who are ready. Isn’t there a way to keep these meddlers and bad actors out so that these perfectly normal things can happen for us? Is sensationalism really that much more exciting than pursuit of objective truth? Here I am having gone so far out of my way to lead an independent life, to express honestly and create a set of artworks and literary works that are the normal healthy foundations of any given culture. Finding ways and the mini successes outside the system, away from all these agenda people and their poor unfortunate Ivy League of extraordinarily tormented gentlemeng/gentlewomeng, who never got to say no but got to be screamed at by the less-able world that demands its consent sought. Meanwhile everyone and their dog is trying to tell me what I can or can’t be, what I am or aren’t doing, who I am and who I’m not, shoot thought projectiles at me, like I have to serve someone else’s project or cause because I couldn’t possibly be Independent, but it never seems to occur to any one of them for a second that you can actually get to know someone as a Human Being and say hello. So dangerous. I’m a bit concerned, because this is the West, you’re supposed to have more critical thought than us in the East, but clearly something has changed in the last decades. There was once this Romanian (or something) guy in Zurich who wanted to strike up a conversation, then snorted and said “yeah right” when I told them I’m a Business Owner in Art & Culture, a Literary Writer & Fine Artist, after ignoring his attempt to vaguely discuss their prime minister. There was also another guy who came twice hoping I wouldn’t notice while I was in a really nice co-working space at a hotel lobby (sigh. Romanian, Hungarian, German, but Swiss-German, they’re all the same right? By the way, I’ve never made up my background, one just has to ask.), second time he was at the Post office with a good working class pom accent because Swiss people are all so talkative right, they talk to strangers all the time!
How dull. Surely there are more people interested in asking questions and thinking critically. Surely we can have higher standards, and nice things. ISurely using one’s time for oneself can’t be that unusual, an activity which should be no one’s business except one’s own. Surely the people who are put in charge of assessing us or having any say on any aspect of our lives for that matter, should at least know how people have to live — like the fact that it’s the common practice for people in the First World to juggle 2-3 jobs because the People-infrastructure’s so underdeveloped. That Singaporeans can be Business Owners working for themselves, not just employees or people who service others, and that it’s normal to work from home, sometimes people need to stay in to wait for emails and avoid the sun — they do know that we avoid the sun and need to be indoors, right? Right?? I mean, I was here for 5 years, they had their chance to get to know me, their infrastructural landscape is hardly suited for cultural development it’s more geared towards automating and repeating things that are already dead for a long time. I am fully alive, fully sentient, and fully mobile in ways that have been experienced as a shock and even a threat by those who are of the older generation or still following them. There’s been some good responses from the younger generations who have been around the world and met their fair share of people. I have a Singapore passport, the world is my Oyster. After this ghastly Swiss administrative thing is resolved — which is only there because the Swiss were completely unable to respond to compelling new information and make corrections which would entail them admitting to making mistakes or even that their system is less than perfect as believed — I’ll be leaping into the next
When I was 6 years old I was already doing star jumps during naptime when the teacher wasn’t looking, as many star jumps as I could manage until I collapsed in suppressed giggle fits, and sneaking out as much as possible to meet the world for hours at a time. Best education I could have ever gotten, without interference.
I met someone once and thought there was hope for this world. (turns nose up). A bit mopey for a toughie, but quickly figured out from the energy spikes that it was probably one of their worst years. Man those readings were off the charts. Sliding doors. Then the other day I decide to treat myself to a proper pre-Vday for ONCE, getting a seat for one in a full house because some of us like human beings enough to have actual People Skills, just to have to have this one goof press his face to the glass intruding on my happy solo moment that I was paying for, and take in my mug with my cat-in-a-creampot smile for enough of too many seconds that a partygoer at the next table and I exchanged glances and chuckled. Now I have to wonder if I could be unfairly judged over a moment like that without them ever knowing the context and what someone like me gets out of something like that versus say buying something “practical”. (lel — should I now be self-conscious about typing ‘lel’? First world problems) Isn’t there a life where people are actually free from all this? For wanting to live a life of Freedom and glorious self-conceived disciplined whimsy of my own explorations and definitions? All this bot stuff stopping us from ever getting to know or meeting each other? It’s such a vibe killer. And now “AI” excuse me but I’m an actual person hammering my fingertips into a physical keyboard in a way only touchtype purists might take issue with.
Because the Italians had never met a Singaporean who’s a legit full-fledged Business Owner who runs their own everything everywhere, they automatically and wrongly assumed that all of us are employees and people who can only serve or wait on others / be instructed. After getting over their usual initial flesh worker suspicion phase which everyone who looks above decently pleasant and vaguely East Asian or SE Asian has to face, they may have been easily led to believe I was disabled or a disabled carer because Singaporeans and especially those like me like to avoid the sun and absolutely dislike hot weather (I like winter, colder the better, less wind), I also don’t drive and need to be close to be public transport and tend to do my intellectual pursuits then head out occasionally when connecting services best align.
But what some Authorities did and/or allowed in the last 5-6 years is alarming considering it’s not something you do to any human being even if they were an employee, and significantly when inevitably challenged with clear and compelling evidence to the contrary none of them were able to change their minds, report the new information or change track, nor properly handed over information to superiors, co-workers or otherwise. No case notes, etc.
Once again, I put this here due to sheer ignorance of unqualified people who are so sure they are qualified to assess you as if they were experts and make life-changing decisions on your behalf, without even so much as meeting you and asking you some right proper questions or even getting to know you:
I have never been two different people. Somebody in authority illegally registered me this way, to facilitate their criminal cowshittery. The Italians may have wrongly assumed I am a disabled carer from my movements as a work-at-home Singaporean (until I find an Art Studio, as explained before there were several factors which have directly stopped me from getting a studio) despite the fact that it’s such a common practice during and after COVID-19, plus the fact that I’ve rented a ground level unit for my present stay, and am avoiding the sun more than usual due to heightened sensitivity after some sunburns — yes I know it’s winter, the only tolerable weather for me, Ticino’s weather was hell for me, Basel or Zurich’s would be ideal — actually a city in Iceland or Denmark would be perfect — but I was refused a choice.
Regardless of where you’re at in life in any given point, the only constant is that one same person you have to live with and face in your alone moments which is your Self.
In future, everything will be traceable right down to the original Authors. People who use fake references are just wasting their own time and energy. Everything else falls away in time, revealing the truth. The most valuable “things” will be of the human hand and unaltered human word, authentically lived human experience and real memories. The people who stand most to gain from destroying humanity, wish hard that they can write any human being off as AI — well they’d better be prepared to fail hard too, ’cause they’ve grossly misassessed the future. And for what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
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