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Meryl Yeo, Yawen
(Meryl has been my maiden nickname since 2003. Yeo Yawen is my full name.
I’m the only one in my family whose Full Chinese name 杨 or 楊 (Yeo) 雅雯 (Yawen) sounds like 3 Yes-es, looks like it’s nurturing or raining high literature/high culture, or like elegant colourful cloud patterns. I’m also the only one in the family whose full name alone looks and sounds like three friendly/funny/jolly Yes’s in some European languages — ‘Yeohh’, ‘Yahhh’, ‘Yawww’ (Yor/ YYw), so it also looks unusually joyful. Conversely, it also looks like the cloud could be taking a wee piss on culture from outside the picture as the last word (in my name) and all you can see is the rain and the culture (see youtube,com/trueorigin). The other 3 reasons are a bit PG.) I look nothing like the comedian Jimmy whose initials spell Joy, he’s a dead ringer for my younger sister. At present I have some unusual sunburn/bronzing patterns across parts of my face that will be there for at least 6-12 months, which can’t be covered by makeup so I look like I’m wearing a costume party mask of a certain furry ballsy Japanese restaurant host/greeter statue when I show up.)
The other two sound like either no or exceptional literature/culture, or endless rain over a forest.
*Authorities in Switzerland registered my name without a say, as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo
I and my company are strictly Standalones.
Ignostic Freethinker. No religion. Staunch critic of martyrdom.
I’ve never done roleplay, whether work or hobby-related. I’ve never been an actress, and distanced myself to set myself apart as a living Artist of my own making. I have always been myself, and as an original composer I use a creative process to birth things that feature characters and omni-layered translations in them.
I enjoy my Birthday celebrations and cherish every single one. I absolutely love doing something special for myself, and never run out of reasons to celebrate my special day. If I ever miss one, or if suddenly someone claims I decided it’s unimportant to celebrate when asked, please know that they are lying or trying to deprive me of something. I had a nice supper alone before departing Europe, the kind I truly enjoy where everyone clearly takes great pride and joy in what they do, which will give me an anchor for the years to come should I have little to no further opportunity to enjoy more of such memories.
In this lifetime I’ve never had children, never given birth nor been pregnant in the last years. I’ve never adopted. I’ve been incubating my Ideas alone, in Singapore, having returned from my 3rd trip to Switzerland and 3rd attempt to find a solution and lawyer. There is an issue from home, for which I’m filing a police report. My mail has been mishandled and withheld in my absence. Someone at home is exhibiting the same pattern of abuse that was carried out by another party in Switzerland, the same steps of escalations on special occasions. I have approached and paid a Singapore-based lawyer to help lodge a formal police report.
I am the original composer and ‘singer’ of the 10-minute intonation from the Villa of Amun/Allmen, including the music video. There were more. This is my Heritage, as a Master and Composer of the Intonations and Blueprints that are formerly lost to you. I cited my script and tune only once, composed and revealed in one go, several simple layers, no edits. I see that my composition went to the singer whose name sounds like I could ask why a Genius walked into a sand bar, executed beautifully. As explained below, our communication was intercepted by several parties. I have since Seen what they look like and there is nowhere for them to run, I will collect with precision in my own time. Should you require verification on Ownership/Authorship: The individual came back and asked if it was ‘Ormen’. There are only 2 people on the planet — I, and they, unless they told someone or a communication channel was compromised — who know my answer to their own Question, and also why the intonation for “your eyes” is two same tones. Please ask the person who claims to be me, or claims to have been given the authority to lead and/or compose in my stead, to answer your question and elaborate. They should also be able to fully describe how the other party felt both times when I gave them the answer. Fully — timing, everything. If this person is no longer around, you would need to know the full meaning of the words and why I chose each word and tone, but there are few with this level of literacy.
It should be fairly obvious to any with at least some literacy, that none of the latest material coming out is mine. They had announced their intentions in the game with Adam’s First wife whose profit was 666, one of the expansions. You have family quarrels too?
The fish egg company guys know why my writing voice fluctuates. They seem to know quite a bit. (I thought you guys were gone.) I’m still unsure how I feel about being the butt of some recent ones, but technically it’s all just borrowed.
Masculinity is great. Femininity is great. Let’s stop toxic people from adding on their own extra definitions and speaking for the rest of us. We’re all individuals, and we should be able to work with anybody unless they’re violent or criminal etc.
If someone claims I never showed up because I changed my mind. they are lying — they may have arranged for me to be kept away from my own projects and people.
If someone claims I’m shy, they are lying. They arranged for me to never be seen.
If someone says I’m a student, intern or assistant, they are lying. I had an existing practice in Singapore @ 22 Starlight Road (Studio 1) S219769 before going over. The area was next to Little India but a 94-year old Singaporean confirmed the land used to be mixed Chinese with a Malay village across. I’ve never been a brown or black minority. My mentality and behaviour is dominant, perhaps to a fault, although I am reasonable and remain feminine/receptive (empathetic) although I’m told the combination is unusual.
If someone says I dropped out of my own projects or even donated my position or funds, they are lying. They used force and/or deception and blocked all interventions using a team.
If anyone says I’m homeless, they’re lying and if you believe them you’re stupid.
If someone says I have something to do with communism, they’re lying. They’re saying it because they are announcing they want to perform communist functions and strip me of my property and rights (which they did), and they want any listeners to mentally agree to allow that to be done to me (which they also did). It’s a well-known psychological trick and I have no idea why people have never caught on to it because it’s right in your face. I call them out on it all the time. I was paging people urgently and none of them would snap out of it, in their skulls they were complacent and marching off to the Promised Land for all I knew. There’s no such thing as communism in Singapore, it was driven out twice by the time I was born in the 80’s. I believe in solid private property rights, Free Will and consent. My 2016 workshop demonstrated community creation in a *consensual* situation under certain controlled conditions and time limits. What more needs to be said? That’s like consenting to take a one-off lady-parts dna booster once versus having a 10x estrogen dose piped into your running water as if it’s just fluoride but without telling you and see how you after a year of drinking that. Are you going to then blame my booster and say I’m the bad guy? Duh
If someone said I just didn’t want to work, they’re lying. I was refused my own funds and stopped from getting a studio to continue my practice from where I left off at 22 Starlight. I’ve never been under anyone in my field of Art & Culture and have always refused. I have no mentors or sponsors.
If someone says they mentored or sponsored me or paid for everything, they are lying. They only arranged it to look that way on paper. I was the Owner.
If someone says I’ll just go with anyone, they’re lying. I’ve only ever been married once, because I turned down everyone else. I was only once previously engaged, and after it didn’t work out I went on to soar higher than anyone ever expected and I will do so again. Nothing and no one/group can stop me from showing up.
If someone says I somehow lack capability, they’re lying. I’m the first person who has gotten this far when put in this type of administrative situation designed to kill somebody off — that’s the response I got from people who were shocked or excited, and unexpectedly some people started helping me when they realized I just broke through the ceiling. It was completely unprecedented that I started having vivid dreams daily without interruption in recent years against the usual few a month, because some people who are part of the First world consciousness there started helping me. In the latest two, they flagged something and told me it’s better to do something about the bitterness sooner than later. Yes I will do something about it. I will prevail, and bounce back to myself.
I was only ever paid out from my own funds which were royalties for my works. My funds are now being held unauthorized by unknown parties and needs tracing — one unknown girl has made of with part of the funds, there’s still a significant amount which needs tracing. I’ve changed my number. My tax number is not the same anymore after divorce, there is a terrible financial practice that the Swiss spouse keeps the old number. My names are not the same anymore. My phone number has changed. My Swiss bank account is closed. I said no to signing everything even when they used criminal force and police, but they were able to make any kind of document they wanted because Swiss authorities had allowed them to register me as a different person when I moved and refused to correct it.
I give no endorsement to any parties I have been seen to be in a relationship with in the last 5-7 years in Singapore then Switzerland. I have hired a lawyer.
My mistake was that I didn’t tell Mr. Lim S. G. or either of the Quandts what was happening when I met them in person as there was no time to react (due to the sheer brutality of what had just happened just before each of those times and I was in complete shock as to who was doing it — all of my own family at the time), to establish my direct contact, and in doing so others mistook this as my endorsement of the individual I was seen with which was never my intention. My first thought was to protect everyone’s reputation because that’s how we are in a cultured world. When I found my bearings there was no way to get another audience. Because of his CV and link to a former woman Head of State I never thought my partner would go that far or that it was me that needed protecting. I was in complete shock at the time, there were events that happened just prior and I thought I could still talk to our lawyers and do something. Due to my accomplishments in life up till then, I never thought I would ever come across a situation where it was impossible to hire or convince a lawyer or high professional. And also impossible to get help from the Singaporean ministries who were completely unable to respond and had no idea how to do anything, nor did they pass the message on. Absolutely unfathomable. They even blocked me from seeing Indranee.
If there was anyone on my team their mistake was that they never established direct contact with me and allowed our conversation to be relayed or triangulated by middlemen without identifying themselves to me so that I could stop the process. We also never anticipated that someone in my family would practically sign my death warrant.
Before I left for Switzerland I had a hunch and gave people, including family and friends, explicit instruction that if anyone ever saw anything being changed that they knew I would absolutely never do — such as changes to my *name*, religion on documents and *especially* charity and martyrdom (including giving away my position), they knew that something was deadly wrong and I needed to be gotten out immediately to regroup. I was practically in a torture camp and constant state of deprivation and “emergencies” for the years I was residenced in Switzerland, to the point the police was called on me anytime I went out or tried to work on my projects. I mean it quite literally when I said I was being stopped from starting up. They also blocked me administratively in case I succeeded in firing anything off (which I did once, my whole book contained strong messages that something was wrong). I never even got to celebrate my birthday, I had to sneak off like an asshole to Ascona to do it and I paid a high price for that. I tried reaching out to so many people, no one responded it was like they were in some kind of reverie and mass delusion that they couldn’t or didn’t want to break out of. (when they realized I was going to go beyond making them proud and actually surpass them)
I was earning money for my family, the one aligning things and bringing in the big harvests.
But with the help of blood family in Singapore and new ones in Switzerland who wanted what I have, these people I was with administratively murdered me in Switzerland and cut me into parts (many registrations of different people with my ID records split across them) so that I could never again speak as a Living person, unless Swiss authorities do something about it now. My Swiss lawyer has contacted them. I’m just back in Singapore and seen a lawyer and will make a formal police report.
Singaporean, born to Singaporean parents. No one was Singaporean before 1965, just saying.
Oh, and my room at home when I was in SQ and then later when I looked after the dogs in Singapore — Lucky, Elon the golden girl (lol), Wasabi and Anjulie, and had my pictures and videos before I went offline — well my younger brother’s living in there now for some reason and never goes out. So I’m using the middle room right next to that, which used to be my original room when I first came back from my 1st stay in Australia in 2003 and I had it up till maybe 2008 (?) before I rented a place at Opera Estate in Kembangan for example, where we had our epic alcohol-free 2009 New Year Party with the fun and games and all. Good times! I’ve never had a platform where anyone could access my likeness or personal content. I’m a regular civilian who’s had my own full-time career including Fortune 500’s (entry level cust svc etc, the only ones that are undemanding enough to leave me time for myself) whose ideas and works became influential. I’ve never been an “influencer”, unless someone’s trying to say that they take a look at me and think I can’t possibly have a serious career or be a serious writer or artist. Too happy maybe.
In my entire lifetime, I have never had an addiction and/or major illness.
Not even once. I’ve always been able to make any kind of condition for myself, and had bad days like anyone. No clue why anyone would’ve wanted to blow a few bad days a year out of proportion and suggest those were all my days like a completely inverted reality! Oh well.
My 2016 Zinemaking workshop held at the Substation/.SingLitStation can be seen on their official page, where there is a photo of me. I have the photo in full colour. I’m unafraid to show up, no matter what. :) It’s just going to be on my terms. If anyone’s under the illusion that I have no other options, they’re wrong.
I was in Switzerland for Marriage. The country was thought of as possibly one of the suitable countries for a long incubation period for my private practice in Art & Culture with no undue pressure for fast turnovers (literature/culture), but it was unable to afford me the freedom to do a proper introduction — like how I introduced myself to Melbourne.
Some things in life happen for a reason. In all the Idol competitions, the ones who go on to have the brightest careers and futures of their own making, have pretty much never been the ones who get crowned Number 1. Competitions that have a closed panel of pre-selected judges who have a say on who gets to win based on unknown parties’ and backers’ or advertisers’ criteria — it’s just not up to you or whether you’re the best at what you do. Advertisers and backers are most welcome, but the deal was never that they now get to have a real say on your work or that now you have to be someone’s dancing monkey. So we dust ourselves off and make our way to where it is up to us. We go on to find our own niche and become #1 in it, with our own audiences and originals. It’s just a sign of the times. And rather than take the recent events personally, I’d rather say that I can take a page from this and find my own niche where I can be even more confident and happy than ever before, knowing I’m celebrated as I am, no one claims to love me as much as I love myself then wants me to change, that I have the ultimate say, even throughout times where someone else has to be Number 1 in the main streams just because they need to be right now. In my life, I can choose my own experiences which I value. And yes, all of us living in this world inevitably get subjected to forms of humiliation as we go through life and have to participate in works and careers that are simply not for us, just on the way from point A to point B and so on. When we have to conduct our lives, few if not none of us are in societies that are advanced enough to allow us the luxury of working for ourselves and putting out what we want to see in the way that only small to medium independents can do. Instead, we have to keep serving others, put others’ needs first, in a way that oddly ensures no one’s needs ever seem to get met, and then jealously guard our personal time and private life to ourselves, as though we’re stealing something by living our own lives, being punished anytime we’re human. Sneaking into the backroom and writing manuscripts or illustrating like an asshole, aside from your glam duties dressed and groomed like you’re expecting to be in a photoshoot anytime, still having to put in your 10 minutes in the garbage room dealing with high net worth people’s trash because it’s the only job with a team that encourages you to use your time on the job for your passions and also pays darn well. Yes, my family was once high net worth, that’s why people are shocked. But things happen in your parents’ time or wherever, out of your control when you’re still too young to do more than, at most, in my case — fire off a few legal appeal letters that succeeds in getting your family through the door to where they need to be. What else can you do. I’ve been through all of this. To follow my Dreams and achieve them too, while I’m alive and in my prime, rather than trying to do this only when I’m retiring and making arrangements to die after giving my entire life to a “better” job that wants me to know it’s the one that made me, while I’m pumped full of mediocre memories/experiences that absurdly have to be all about others and so little about oneself, all to “save for retirement”. Retirement is a lie, just look around in the First world, no system and no person lasts for long enough to live up to their promises. Some upstart inevitably comes along and thinks they can do a better job with your treasury funds, thinks they can mess with your retirement. Rather than allow myself to be characterized by who gets to win this season, I can simply dust myself off after the fact and confidently go on to be my own Brand as a Standalone while I’m still in my prime. Rather than wait to be awarded and recognized, I can do it for myself and show up on my own, on my own terms. That’s the best recognition, the best award — the one that I will give myself. I can make my own memories, the ones that I want, without compromising on my standards, without breaking the bank. And sometimes you just have to pay the price for sticking to your Values and choosing to do the things you believe in, having the courage to stick to your Vision if you’re ever pushed to do something that is unaligned with you or you already clearly said you were uncomfortable with, and simply insisting on sticking with your high standards, keep putting out what you want to see in the world. They can take down one of us, it’s impossible to take down all of us. If a competition requires you to follow orders and only take other people’s instruction on what to do and say or make, then someone else can win that competition. I only compete with myself entirely on my own terms. That’s the best attitude you can ever have, you’ll always want to treat everyone the way you’d like to be treated. There will be people who appreciate this, there will be an audience — I’ve proved it, the audience that showed up proved it. We did it. For now, I’ve hired a lawyer to fix up the Swiss administration because unfortunately while I was in the big leagues, some back home convinced themselves that I just got “lucky” and wanted their hands in my pockets without ever needing to show up or do anything, and I’m saying no. Because I’m saying yes to becoming an Independent based on my own works. As always, I’ll get over it with my rose-coloured glasses firmly in place and once the admin is fixed I’ll be back in business. Not that I’m waiting around, I’m awfully busy now.
I was always the top performer in my family in youth. When some realized I wasn’t just making them proud but would also surpass them by far, they plotted to kill me off, used copied credentials and redistribute my assets & achievements/works among themselves. It was arranged so my team would be obstructed from finding me. And the rest was organized so that I would never even make it to the starting line. A leader is not just a standalone, the only way it would be any different is if I had a full team assembled before ever going abroad. Two outsiders intercepted the conversation so that we would always have to go through one to access my paternal mother’s line, and the second one inserted himself into the conversation between a top Official and I before we ever had a chance to meet. The first one had lied that they knew my family, telling everyone that my younger sister was the only sister in the family which prolonged the search for me, and managed to do this by apparently showing people she had my contact details (I’d likely only briefly met her and she got my contact by pretending to offer something that could be good for me while I was on my way). The second one is the son of a former public official who had been looking to save his career after he was given no opportunities after publicly opining that a certain Head of State had no future. I saw what both of them look like during my investigations. Before this began, I informed a friend that I’d been told by a key person who witnessed my birth that my name was switched before any of us were born. I then gave them the coordinates for my sister, in case they tried to do the aforementioned killing. I also told them about the Yes-es and the colourful clouds. Since I was 19 years old, there was a religious nutter I’ve had to intermittently deal with who kept muttering something about “0 belongs to us, not you”. Another person asked for my forgiveness out of the blue, told me my family had been cursed and I would have no way to gain momentum — he never told me what he did that plagued him with guilt and made him lose sleep at night.
All my creations are my own originals unless specified. I choose and purchase my own material, choose every turn of phrase, word, stroke, space, technique, timing and tone right down to every meticulous detail. I strive for Independence of Thought and Application of my own Self-realized Individualism in all that I do, which shows in my purchasing decisions across everything I have in life barring gifts from friends and family. Each has a unique purchase history with a memory tied to it, which I can recount any time I like even if alone and out of sight — even if others take them as their own for whatever reason. I’ve saved up for whatever I want, reshuffling life as necessary, and just gone for it. Most hesitate because they listen to the old fearmongering from the usual quarters, but I’m freed of such things since I developed myself independently since young. I’ve noticed that people who’ve wanted some form of control would sometimes suggest I’m a problem. Fortunately, common sense usually won out. Whatever’s been happening and happening now is nothing new per se, just different places, people, techniques and how far they’ll go to push their personal agenda(s) — and it will continue to be nothing new to me when I overcome these as always and get back on track to my own blueprint. Just another day in life, back to enjoying all the big and little things in life, all that’s in between and even further out, and working on publishing my own original self-made content and workings. Too bad if others default to easy answers, but these are my works and as the original creator and ideator/developer of them I can explain them like no one else can, not even if others’ presentation looks technically better and carried out with more expensive machines. An inventor always explains it differently from someone who just reproduces or carries out what others have discovered or dictated to them. In this regard, I’m an inventor and it should be apparent from the way I continue and stay integrated in myself despite and in spite of any obstacles.
It was easy for many especially in Singapore to wrongly assume I was the beneficiary of free money or a lottery system/charity by those who never saw my progress, never really knew me, and never understood that I was headhunted and tested, especially when I started receiving attention for my works then presented with the series of opportunities to go over to Switzerland with seemingly amazing conditions. This was partly due to the fact that being a beneficiary of a lottery system in Singapore’s early days had been the case of many Singaporeans who came into wealth. In my case however, they would be wrong in several ways. Firstly, I’m from a family that had multi-generational wealth before my parents lost it and I was suddenly unable to accept my invitation to a prestigious Uni program (despite being only 1 of 2 international students who made the cut that year), nevertheless it means my family already were highly successful from at least my Great Grandfather’s time and it was wealth that was healthily made from gainful use of agricultural lands and community building — yes we were leaders, but we rolled up our sleeves and built it ourselves and together. We were never just armchair critics. We can actually make money from working with the land and its people in a way that makes a community alive and vibrant — as opposed to primarily getting paid when people are miserable or have a problem. There is a difference. People in Australia recognized that difference and that’s why I became visible there and was helped and supported to do so. People were excited because they are healthy.
I was never just a beneficiary of free money or a lottery system. I'm only being paid out my own funds owed to me. The amounts concerned are Royalties for all of my original works combined which appeared in the places that they have and are still being used indefinitely till this day for a 10 year run and counting. Many of these works were highly awarded and successful, with my material used from end to end without edits or substitutions (including director notes, etc), arranged in a way that references me but stops me from claiming direct credit as their original author — this is how royalties work today. These are Fortune 500 companies. I have worked with such companies during my earlier career as well, except this time I’m an author and artist. Of course I can stand next to my works and talk about them, but I would need a way to launch them and this time I know better — I’ll do it alone.
It's therefore unfair that people look at the fact that the royalties need to be paid as inheritance and say I just got "lucky", and especially unfair that they are now allowed to use this as an excuse to take my own earnings away from me through criminal means amounting to white collar crimes. I was specially chosen for these works which are the reason behind why I have these royalties. After I became visible in Australia, I was headhunted, forced to return, and subjected to an extensive and rigorous testing process over years to ascertain that I was exactly who they had been looking for to fill a highly specific role, with such narrow requirements for rare and special skillsets/criterias that they had been unable to find any suitable candidates for several decades despite their considerable global reach and penetration.
Yes I’ve hired a Swiss lawyer finally this year, after having spent upwards of 5 figures (*Swiss Francs* not rupiah or pre-bigbang mesos thanks) of my own savings in the last year alone not to mention other potential earnings during a 3-4 years full-time commitment to my own case running a one-woman international relay obstacle course to extract the precise administrative evidence leveraging all the specialized skillsets acquired across my entire career (even if I had missed one industry I would’ve been unable to pull this off because many people before me were never able to obtain their royalties, even if I had talked to one less person about this, I would’ve been unable to be pointed to the direction I needed to be going). My very own real-life Around the World in 80 days but 3 years and deadly.
I'd love to be able to show and explain these works, but due to copyright complexities perhaps an expert who does such valuations would be better able to explain how and why I and my works meet the assessment criterias of expert valuators.
As Lee Kuan Yew said on TV in 1986, Singapore wouldn’t be here if we hadn’t intervened on very personal matters. People like myself, will always find a way. And if anyone says going abroad means you abandoned your country, tell them that there’s one other place that believes that — North Korea. We’re Singapore. Be Singaporean.
In order to even understand why my works commanded such high value, you would need to bring in a highly specialized cultural expert and assessor who has the ability and knowledge to forensically examine the works in question and discern that I am the Author, also be able to provide an appraisal of how much that would command on the market. Tthe Japanese Nobel scientist Mr. Toshihide Maskawa who won the Nohel Prize for his work on CP-Violations also never handed in homework and he said so in his 2008 Nobel speech! So any continued disbelief is unfounded. It’s just the way things have to be right now, and nothing that objectively reflects on who I am as a person, nor even anything to do with the significance of my works.
After I became visible in Australia, I was aggressively headhunted to my detriment and specially selected to be invited over to Switzerland in a lengthy process spanning at least 3 years in a way that made sure that I could do nothing else but submit myself to these tests with no other greater opportunity. Meaning the testers manipulated the conditions in Australia to bring me back and then cleared the space for this to happen and hold me in place during the testing, and especially once they had me in Switzerland (see administration and what happened to my company in Switzerland — nothing was an accident, so much so that experts and spectators have been taking the risk to tell me and warn me because they apparently feel very strongly about all of this and think what happened, what was done to me, and now how it’s been set up to cut me off from help when people assume that I received free money is *wrong*). They had gained interest after hearing of my demonstration of ability provided whilst a practitioner in Australia. These parties that were interested in me, headhunted me, and subjected me to rigorous and extremely specific set of tests, an examination proicess which I am able to describe in detail and explain extensively (what these tests were, which item was testing what, and how difficult it would’ve been for them to orchestrate the test conditions). This all amounted to quite a substantial investment made on the part of the assessors and headhunters, with the aim of assessing if I was the specific person with the extremely specific skillsets and special abilities for a role that they had been unable to find someone to fill. They had been unabel to find anyone with my extremely specific profile and skillset not found in the general populations across the world . Before they found me, they had been searching for at least 1 decade without being able to find anybody suitable despite being a group that has an all-encompassing reach into every part of the globe. The reason was because I had made it my business to conceal my presence and abilities from a very young age because I knew exactly what talents I have and had. That’s why I was mistaken as deaf/mute, that’s why I never reported a single incident that happened throughout my life that I knew would put me on the radar, and chos every specifically to reval myself only in Australia. And after that, these people sabotaged my stay in Australia to reel me in back to Singapore for the specific purpose of testing me on the tiny island city of Singapore where my every isngle movement could be watched and graded.
They assessed that I was exactly the person they were looking for.
I think the world can work together. What we can ill afford, are bad actors setting it up because they hate to see us get along and work together. They’re deathly afraid we’ll get together, compare notes and figure things out for ourselves, that their functions will be meaningless. They create obstacles so that when I talk about what they have organized to be done to me, trying to get help and keep myself safe by making people aware of the situation, others could mistakenly think I’m saying there’s no way to work together and nothing good that can come of it — which is untrue. There’s people trying to stop any of us from ever meeting and working with each other independently. They often pretend to offer real opportunities, insert themselves, and make us think they are us. Then they destroy the potential of a connection in what would’ve otherwise been an ideal and mutually beneficial union and relationship between cultures and people. These covert operations hurt us most. But none of that will stop any of us — they wish. Instead of running into them abroad as I seem to have these last years, I’ll make my own way so that my stand and beliefs/works will be impossible for them to twist and/or lie about. Then we’ll all be good for connection, if it should so please us, once we meet and understand one another.
We all have problems. Our countries have problems. You and I, we’re all different. It’s good that way. I still see you, I still believe we’re stronger in our differences. We have our quarrels, our own life challenges — so what. As long as we are dedicated to being individuals we have a chance that everything is (still) possible given time and effort. Possible each as ourselves, impossible with these groups.
Some unusual events happened in Switzerland, including the fields on my forms apparently being changed by others backend (religion? Catholic, instead of Freethinker — I triple checked the forms with Embassy consular staff, it was all correct), administration. I wasn’t able to walk about it much except try and report the technicalities/problem here but I see there’s a limit to text and video. These things can only be discussed the old way, in person. Something odd also happened with the wedding rings, the fittings and sizings I was given, how they turned out being sized for the third finger. I was given a strange reason when asked to wear my wedding ring on a different finger on my wedding day, which almost caused me to call it all off until I was given triple assurances this was part of a plan to clapback to naysayers/detractors and get us on track. Something happened during the photoshoots, changes. Emails were strange, with differences in quantity from one email to another but seemed easy to request corrections and give benefit of doubt when the other cited stress as a reason, since this had never happened before. My 2016 Art of Zinemaking workshop points to the wrong person’s instagram account, of a totally different racial background and geography and native spoken language (I speak Cambridge English).
I’m pretty hardy, saavy as ever and clued up. I get it.
I’ve hired a civil rights lawyer as of this year and am making progress, one step at a time.
Regardless of where you’re at in life in any given point, the only constant is that one same person you have to live with and face in your alone moments which is your Self.
In future, everything will be traceable right down to the very last author, every human being, every strand. Everything else falls away in time, revealing all. There is only one objective truth. The most valuable “things” will be of our unique and unadulterated human expression and spirit, from authentically lived human experience and real memories that nothing external can corrupt. All the the people who stand most to gain from destroying humanity, who throw people under the bus, wish hard that they can get away with it, write any human being off as AI — well they’d better be prepared to fail hard too, ’cause they’ve grossly misassessed the future and what it means to be in it. They are all eyes that fail to see, they are all ears everywhere but are never able hear the music of the ever-moving, ever-shaking world that exists and continues despite all, in spite of all. I refuse to take on their bitterness. I will stay open and show up for myself in a way that makes me proud with the satisfaction that I’ve done what’s right for me. And for what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
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